For those of you that actually watch me, no I havent died. I just havent made a journal in a reallly long time. So basically I have been going to school and playing music. And I have fallen in a major crush with the man that taught me how to play the cello. At first I didnt like him, but then slowly I started to get all nervous around him, then nervous whenever I thought of him. Man, I have it bad. But hey thats life,right. Anyway, he is amazingly cute, funny,and muscial. everything I want, only he's older. Keep praying for me people!